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Billy Hargrove, 20

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10/1, pre somno falling asleep

[medals]

i miss you.
i can't really come home-home while john's away ... house can't chase you know who if he breaks containment.
but maybe

maybe if i come into town again? we could spend the day together?

[otherbitches]

[ home-home. ]

yeah. he's screwed if someone decides to go for a brisk walk.

i'm [ Hunting down every urchin that lives in Rubilykskoye. Ignoring the prophesies occasionally tossed into his mental net. Worrying, and missing her, and he wants to go to sleep for the longest time, her skin pressed against his nose. ]

i'm looking for ganya. [ a particularly waifish child, one the other kids haven't seen. ] then yeah.
i want to see you.

[medals]

i can help?
search party of 2?

[otherbitches]

it's not the date you were picturing.
but yeah.
come. [ please. ]

[medals]

you know i don't really care what we're doing so long as we're together, right?

[otherbitches]

yeah, i know.
i want you here no matter what.

do you think this shit can go back to the way it was? [ And there were bad moments. Of course there were. Cages, under-negotiated festivals, fear and the unknown, but, there were good moments. Really good ones too. ]

[medals]

maybe

i hope so. i think we just adapt anyway, don’t we? i mean, that’s all we’ve been doing, isn’t it? i feel insane half the time, but we’re alive and i think that always means we have hope.

[otherbitches]

we're adapting. but i dont know what we look like on the other side.

i feel insane... all the time. i'd rather be fucking crazy with you than without you.

[medals]

you know i'd love you no matter how we end up on the other side of this, right?

[otherbitches]

[ he thinks he knows that.

mostly he knows: ] jem. sometimes i think im going to fall asleep, wake up in your skin, and i wouldn't think twice about it. i just need you to be there on the other side.

[medals]

i'll be there. i'm still here.